tonight God clarified for me that I am so weary of the battle of food over God. I have no doubt that he loves me, forgives me, redeems me. But I know that continuing to choose food, or whatever, over Him keeps a barrier between me and Him, which keeps me from loving Him and glorifying Him the way He deserves. I so wish He would justmmiraculously cure me of this. But I’m pretty sure He doesn’t because He’s jealous for my whole heart. Because He loves me so much. iTs the lobster story.